I'm not the girl you take home to mom

Friends cut

2004-10-12T03:33:08Z

PEACE OUT:
fonzy1959 I dont even know who you are.
gazebo77 You either.
neck_tie I don't think you use your eljay at all.
nookypoo You never comment and i dont know you.
twistedan9el I know you but you never comment and im not really that interested in your updates.
swatecke You don't update anymore and you managed to make me annoyed with you. And since you act like you know me because you read my livejournal, you dont get to read it anymore. Not that you even did before.
Comment to be re-added but it is very unlikely that i will.

Dangerous...i'm loving it

2004-01-19T20:39:48Z

Yea...this is for the best. I dont like the idea that anyone that wants to can read my journal, especially when i dont appreciate certain people reading it and they still do. Im keepin all my current friends (you know who you are) so you can all still read it, and if u wanna read my LJ ill add u cuz i dont mind, its just some people in specific that i want to stay the hell out. And if u dont have an LJ, make one to read it...i dont care if u dont update. I mean if u wanna read it that bad...go for it.
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chicklin @ 2004-01-18T23:34:00

2004-01-19T07:33:55Z

I would like my layout to look like this
filmferyou
If anyone could hook me up with that (or do it for me) that would be great.
Thanks.

Are we a country of gun nuts? Or just a country of nuts?

2004-01-17T06:58:32Z

What some conservatives see
The truth
(notice the omission of the HANDGUNS in the first chart, we're talkin handguns here people, handguns)

Go watch bowling for columbine and go watch it right now
and when u watch it try to open up ur mind
dont be stupid and just actually listen to what they are showing u
please

I'm moving to Canada. Im not even joking.
Dont blame anything on the Canadians ever again.
ADD

This black hole leads to somethin better than this...nothing

2004-01-16T23:35:09Z

Yesterday was good times. School got out for me at 10 so me mary brina and david went to ihop where apparently everyone and their mother decided to go for breakfast. it was good times. then we went to best buy get some cds. i got fefe dobson and fuel which i friggen love times a million. i didnt get my lost prophets cd...they didnt have it. whats that all about? best buy has all mainstream music and it bugs me like mad.
IF YOU KNOW A PLACE THAT SELLS THE LOST PROHETS CD HOOK A SISTA UP
And then we went to target to get makeup and i got hello kitty underwear that are unbelieveably HAWT lemme tell ya.
Anyways after that got some ice cream then went home.
Later that night headed to the girls basketball game with david. saw kirsten which i enjoyed. afterwards got some in n out where me and david preceded to be followed by a lot of random people we didnt know. picked up mary and went driving around. then we started talkin about sex songs and me and mary got massive urges to hump eachother so we headed to the CROSSROADS baby! (this place makes mary all hot and bothered)

That is our golden pot.
I was also rockin this pink wrist band last night that wanted mary's chucks.

And i was rockin this pink shirt for awhile til i got cold. And my belt
Anyways me mary and david are hella awesome. I also tried to jump out the window a lot last night and was XTREMELY hyper. i would just randomly start screaming in the front seat (if u wanna call it screaming) and couldnt stop laughing. i dunno...im insane. then once we dropped mary off i got really tired and came home and went to sleep.
Today is movie day and 2morrow john is coming. Good times.
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Are you ready to be my everything?

2004-01-15T04:02:47Z

I HATE MUPPETS!
they make me wanna vomit.

Sometimes i give in to sadnes, sometimes i dont.

Alpha6819: ok i have to ask.
Alpha6819: i cannot hold any longer
Alpha6819: WTF IS MUCHY BUBLIC!????

Tomorrow is gonna be FUCKIN AWESOME after i finish my history final. Breakfast, my friends, cd's....damn good times.
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p.s jane sun is the most awesome person ever.

Ive got shaky little fingers that hold on to your grip you've got wrapped around my world

2004-01-14T04:40:02Z

I feel like i am extremely burnt out.
I cant concentrate on anything im supposed to study and i am extremely lazy.
Along with that i am in severe dread of the next semester. But who knows, maybe a class change will help my burnout syndrome. I have:
chem - foster
trig - wicks
english - sneeringer
Along with softball i am gonna be unbelieveably busy and stressed out all the time. At least that is the conclusion that i have come to. Im so worried and dreading that im kinda forgetting to realize my classes might be fun. Its gonna be a major change from what i have now. i could probably use some math in my life and a little less english. plus chem means more interaction and hands on stuff which i usually like. plus cool people are that class and im expecting to have some fun. trig is gonna suck ass. from what i hear its complete hell, but i mean how bad can i do right? im not bad at math, i just really dont like it and tend to over stress about it. i have mr wicks though and jane sun is in my class so it wont be too bad. then i have english with sneer and well...its sneer. i have him for lit now and im used to him. its gonna feel like i never left my current class, xcept for the fact that all the extremely stupid people will be gone and i may be subject to some actually intelligent information for once. that, my friends, i am looking forward to. yea...im gonna be stressed. but honestly, when am i not? plus...no more spanish and i am lovin that. along with no more history tests or paragraph id's. thats gonna be a nice break. only like 160 more days until freedom...kill me now.
So it was pointed out to me today that i dont look at both sides of situations. a couple people have said that to me lately and i am like what? i make it a POINT to look at both sides of an arguement or issue. i think that is what makes me better at arguing about certain things. just because i dont write in my LJ about the opposite side of my opinion doesnt mean i dont know where the opposite side is coming from. And when i rebuff everything u say to me its because i DO believe in my opinion and i think it is an educated one at that. im gonna tell u what i think about ur opinion because..its my right. i dunno. i feel misrepresented and kinda, like, im questioning things. im strong in my convictions. and i always will be because i strongly believe in what i argue for and what im fighting for. its not just the war in iraq u guys, its about equality, safety, and freedom. At least, it is to me.
That was a huge release for me. And it felt good. I gotta change some things in my life. and its gonna be hard but im just starting to realize what has to be done. I cant always hide things...
Also, i HATE when horrible things are said to me. i hate when people say somethin and make me feel like a bad person. its like gettin stabbed through the heart im not even joking. im sorry to anyone ive hurt and im sorry im not the person everyone wants me to be. but i cant change that. no matter how hard i try im still me. i wish i could make everything right but i cant. i feel really attacked right now. i feel like i was just wronged...no hurt. but didnt i start the hurting? i deserve what i get. i feel so lost.
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It's 1:45 and i'm feeling alive

2004-01-13T02:20:13Z

I friggen love my friends beyond belief on days like this.
Mary and Brina are beyond awesome and i wish every day could be like this with us bein BEYOND awesome together. We went to canton for lunch and had soo much fun. Satan sauce and eating potsticker butts. Ring pops and our chucks. I thought today was gonna suck but they made it so awesome. I love u guys!

all of us in our chucks

push pops on the belts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAYUM we are sexy
After school i helped brina with her bio and she got mad cuz i kept sayin i loved it. well i do! i mean no. someone's sayin stuff. then since her dad doesnt love her she chilled wtih me in my car and we made fun of people and were the friggen losers we are.
Basically...my friends are awesome. I had a great day.
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Bee tee dub
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ur old now and that scares me but i am happy for u. Im glad ur havin an awesome day and a good 17th. Love ya much!

Let go it will be all right

2004-01-12T03:19:52Z

Ladies and gentlemen.
Here are 31 pictures i found of me, my family, and my friends when i was a kid. There were millions more but these are the ones im absolutely in love with. Mostly because i look so happy in all of them...and i love to think of how happy i was. If you dont wanna see me, bein a loser, as a kid, a lot, then dont view the cut. For those who do, enjoy =)

Kristi, Kendall, Allison, Kristyn, Megan, Me

Me and my dad at the top of a hill in yellowstone

My mom's bday. I got her good.

I used to run away when i was a kid. I would pack a bag when i got mad and walk down the street. My mom would watch me and when i got to a certain point i would stop, turn around, see my mom, drop my bags, and run to her. then we would walk back and get the bag then sit on the porch and look at all the things i packed. i did it everytime i got mad, and i love my mom for lettin me go and knowing i would always come back.

I have chicken pox scars in this one. That was one of those dogs that walked. I was so in love with it.

Spencer is next to me! Haha we were best friends

I was so animated. Shayne is next to the kid to my right when ur lookin at the pic. He was my other best friend.

I was so happy i got an American Girl doll

haha thats for nick cuz i am cuter in the leaves than he is!

notice i am the only one NOT as jasmine...i dont conform. lol.

I always used to try to get into that drawer.

CANNON BALL! im such a cool kid

my sister was supposed to look scared to but she is a punk lol.

that bat is gonna knock me over. i was soo tiny!

All i wanted to do was to get away

2004-01-12T00:25:30Z

I spent my day vomiting, sleeping, and laying outside my bathroom not moving. I hate the flu. A lot.
Yesterday was cool for the most part. We went on a random xcursion cuz me kellie and davey are hella awesome. we drive around for hella days just havin fun and takin pictures. we broke the awesome ball kirsten got me so it doesnt light up anymore and it makes me unbelieveably sad. it was cool while it lasted. i like hangin out with david and kellie but we super missed mary. anyways, we went to target and random roads, and other places, and then got some jack and went to the ammermans. i talked to my brina on the phone and the cat tried to kill me and scratched kellie and peter's man parts...not good times. although brina thinks i am crazy.
Here are all our hella awesome pictures.
me and kell

me downing pixie stix

missing mary

kellie killing me

me killing kellie

she never puts that away

lol

me and davids new hats

lenny pissing in front of us all

the jack sign that BAFFLES me and david cuz it is pointless

the famous pita

crosswalk that lights up and talks

brittany kellie and me

evil bouncy ball face

me bouncing

the ball

my chucks

farmer is so scary

presents for kirsten blurred out cuz she cant see b4 she gets um

2 square that endangered a pregnant woman that didnt exist

ass

lenny licking pixie stix off the GROUND...nasty
there are like a million pictures there. o well they make me happy.
Thanks kellie and davey for makin my night awesome.
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I'm kicking, so fiercly at the world around me

2004-01-10T22:20:05Z

::melts::
I love that picture. Like with all my heart. Basically i love that movie in gereral.
Yesterday me, david, and nick went to the basketball game. Nothin too special. Then we got some food and i almost got raped by ghetto guys. Then i was tired and wanted to play with photoshop so i went home.
This week i got my spanish oral interview done with and all my projects too.
I like my boring life.
I miss mary tons. she needs to stop playing with poles in reno. dirty whore.
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I really dont wanna see what is right in front of me

2004-01-10T07:24:22Z

It ain't easy

2004-01-09T07:14:48Z

I love those shadows.
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Daddy's little defect

2004-01-08T01:46:26Z

VIETNAM.
crazy shit.

NEWSFLASH:
No one found any weapons of mass destruction in Iraq.
The UN in fact DID search for years for these supposed weapons.
President Bush announced that Saddam Hussein had no affiliation with Osama Bin Laden and his terrorist organization that committed the 9-11 attack, or at all for that matter.
Those, my friends, are actual facts. No, i did not make them up. No, they are not simply my opinion. These are facts.
For a minute today i was like wow, im never gonna talk politics with anyone ever again. Then i was like wait. Why would i do that? That would be letting the idiots in this country win. And wow how i dont want idiots to win. Im gonna yell and argue and bitch about what i think is right until the day i die, and then i will probably be bitchin to God. Cuz im strong in my convictions, and there is not a damn thing wrong with that.

SUGARCULT-THE STATIC fuckin owns like no other. Its one of those CD's that when u listen, u dont have to skip any songs, and u can actually feel the music and understand what they are saying. That is how this cd makes me feel. I'm in love with it.
I dont have anything else to say. Im in a crappy mood from retarded people but in a great mood from this CD.
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P.S. Former president Ronald Reagan said he was willing to make a first strike on someone using nuclear weapons (a policy had been used since the Truman administration AGAINST first strike nuclear weapons) and that 20 to 30 million american lives would be the most lost and was no big deal.
Yes, he said that.
Just a little FYI for u.

I cant get it all straight in my head

2004-01-06T04:58:37Z

Ok.
So here's the deal.
I'm a liberal, and so are my parents, and so is my sister. None of which are hippies in any way. And both my parents have jobs. And what is a hippie in this day and age anyways? Hippies used to be defined by their 'flower child' persona because they were always trippin out on acid and drugs like that. so they had this whole...ness...that was different. so somehow, along the lines, the act of protesting became something associated with hippies. Misconception much? Martin Luther King Jr. protested more than anyone in the US. I dont think i have ever heard him called a hippie. He wore a suit, didnt do drugs, and fought strongly for a cause. I think that is what protesting is all about. Fighting for a cause and getting your views across. I dont think just because u protest your a hippie and that makes absolutely NO sense to me. And yes, some protests can take extreme measures and, yes, some do become violent. Its a consequence and yea it sucks, but protesting still makes a difference. People complain about protesters wasting tax payers money. I dont think its a waste at all. Fighting for rights and causes that people believe in through a given constitutional right is not a waste. Its something our founding fathers wanted us to do and it fights for things that i think are right. Equality mainly. And then people get pissed cuz people protesting the war in Iraq are wasting their money. Ummm...so the $78.4 billion dollars going into rebuilding Iraq isnt a waste at all? What about the lives lost there? O i forgot. When we waste money it is a big thing, but not when we waste lives. I am not a hippie. Neither are the people protesting the inequalities in America and war in Iraq. They are people fighting for what they believe in and i couldnt support them anymore for that.
Then i have another complaint, like usual. So we captured Saddam. I give our military and intelligence major props for that. But hold the phone. Osama Bin Laden just came out with another audio tape tellin his people to keep at the killin of us. Wasnt Saddam supposed to be the one running some sort of terrorist show? ohhh we all remember now that Bin Laden was responsible for 9-11, not saddam. and we all remember that Bin Laden is the one that killed our American people on our own soil. Dont forget that we still dont have Bin Laden, the leader of the Al Qaida terrorist group. When did we all get fooled into thinking Saddam was the cause of all our problems and forget about the one who we cant catch? I'm still not happy and the killer of the people of 9-11 has still not been brought to justice. Saddam was a distraction and we lost more american lives pointlessly with a pointless war.
America needs to be saved cuz this is friggen ridiculous.
In the words of Chris Matthews:
Why can't we catch Bin Laden? He is 6'8", on dialysis, and riding a camel.
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I dont wanna see the tear drops in your eyes

2004-01-05T06:55:33Z

According to my parents...where i spend my entire day...

Eh. whatever.
I had a breakdown about the future again today. Like full on bawling my eyes out over it.
What is wrong with me?
Im so scared. Dont make me go back to school.
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They wont get to us anyhow

2004-01-05T02:08:36Z

Oh mandinga.
This is a long survey. If you read it all u get a cookie.
Name: Andrea Aileen Hicklin
Do you like it?: sure
Nicknames: Annie, bones, lips, whore a lot
Screen names: hickey026
Age: 16
Birthday: May 5
Sign: taurus
Location: livermore ca
School: GHS
[Status ]
relationship status? single...
Natural hair color: brown
Current hair color: brown underneath, blond-ish on top
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'4"
Birthplace: Walnut Creek
Shoe size: 8
Bra size: 34A...thats right A...deal
[ family ]
Parents: Gary and Mary Ann
Siblings: Kelly
Live with: Mom and Dad
Favorite relative: John most of the time :P
[ favorites ]
Number: 26
Color: pink at the moment cuz i am random
Day: Saturday probably
Month: December
Song: I dont really have an all time fav
Movie: Shawshank Redemption
Food: my mom's stew
favorite band: right now...SoCo, Zebrahead, Hoobastank, LP...yea ill stop now
Season: Summer
Sport: Softball and Volleyball
Class: Film was...now history probably
Teacher: Hauselt is a baller
Drink: Lemonade
Veggie: Tomato (although i think that is actually a fruit)
TV Show: Buffy
Radio Station: live 105
Store: American Eagle
Word: mer/whore
Animal: puppies...not dogs, puppies
Flower: pink carnations
State: cali
[ this or that ]
Me/You: wtf? me cuz you made up this retarded question
Coke/pepsi: Pepsi
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: AIM
Cd/cassette: cd
Dvd/vhs: i have more VHS but DVDs are better
Jeans/khakis: jeans
Car/truck: car
Tall/short: tall
Lunch/dinner: dinner
NSYNC/BSB: nsync are so awesome
Britney/Christina: slut fest? what?
Gap/Old Navy: Gap
Lipstick/Lipgloss: gloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Alcohol/Weed: alcohol
[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
Do you have a crush?: not really...minus orlando bloom
How long have you liked him/her?: since lotr? lol
Why do you like this person?: he's hot
If you're single... why are you single?: ok how the hell would i know that? umm im ugly? sure
If you're not single... give details...:
How long was your longest relationship?: 11 months
How long was your shortest relationship?: 2 days haha
Who was your first love?: my frist REAL love? nick
What do you miss about them?: made me laugh lots
[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: one thing? umm not dating a couple people but that wouldnt have changed much
Last thing you heard: She needs to hear she's beautiful...
Last thing you saw: my lit project
Last thing you said: ur face is lame (im so cool)
Who is the last person you saw?: mom
Who is the last person you kissed?: none of ur business
Who is the last person you hugged?: my sister
Who is the last person you fought with?: kirsten
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: santy
What is the last TV show you saw?: is football a show?
What is the last song you heard?: SoCo
[ the present ]
What are you wearing?: jeans and a tank top
What are you doing?: this...obviously
Who are you talking to?: david online
What song are you listening to?: SoCo-Straw Dog
Are you online?: yea i usally am
How are you feeling?: my hands are cold and i am stressed about school
Are you in a chatroom?: no
[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: Monday...fuck school
What are you going to do after this?: reading
Who are you going to talk to?: no one...reading doesnt involve talking
Where are you going to go?: couch in the kitchen
What do you wanna be?: somethin in Politics probably
What is one of your dreams?: famous something or other...sports most likely
Where will you be in 25 years?: how the hell would i know?
[ have you ever ]
Drank?: yes
Smoked?:yes
Stolen?: NO YOU FREAKS!
Done anything illegal?: speeding lol
Wanted to die?: yea i have depression issues
Hit someone?: haha yea im hella vicious
[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: print
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What piercings do you have?: hella nothing...my ears closed up
Do you drive?: yep
Do you have glasses or braces?: i have glasses i dont wear
Did you like this survey?: no its way too long and repetitive
[ physical appearance ]
What do you most like about your body?: my stomach
And least?: chest, ass, face
How many fillings do you have?: lol like 7
Do you think you're good looking?: not really
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: sometimes
Do you look like any celebrities?: ive been told a couple but i dunno
[ fashion ]
Do you wear a watch?: no
How many coats and jackets do you own?: ooo man...12 jackets...i have a fetish
Favorite pants/skirt color?: jean pants and i like black skirts with pink polka dots
most expensive item of clothing?: leather jacket
Most treasured?: all my jackets
What kind of shoes do you wear?: converse
Describe your style in one word: preppy lol i admit it

I'm over my head, you got under my skin

2004-01-04T08:49:08Z

WTF?! people steal?
Apparently i was totally unaware that people my age steal shit everyday. Like not just alcohol...random shit. for serious, that is so random to me. what the hell is goin on? clepto age much? stop stealing u freaks...

I love mary

I also love tom.

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My knees are weak.
My mouth cant speak.

Bringing me back to you

2004-01-04T00:20:18Z

I'm glad that i am open minded.
I'm glad that when someone comes to me with their opinions i listen.
I'm glad that i dont think people's opinions are 'ganging up' on me.
I'm glad that when a conservative is 2 feet from my face yelling at me about his opinions i can calmly bring mine back.
I'm glad i dont shy away from an arguement.
I'm glad that if someone brings somethin to my attention i will look at it and decide what i think of it.
I'm glad im strong in my convcitions.
I'm glad it makes me happy to argue with someone who is opposite of my views and strong about it.
I'm glad I OPEN MY MIND UP

Try it sometime.
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The time has come

2004-01-03T08:36:52Z

Alright i will update with some text that has some substance cuz i know u all are wanting it.
Today i went to frisco with mary and my sis. i wanted to get a dress that is my dream but the store didnt fuckin have it. i got really cranky. but i got other cute clothes to replace it. and a really sexy bra. i plan to take pictures of my new stuff soon but im too lazy now. it was fun minus my massive headache that i still have from inhaling so much second hand smoke. we ate yummy clam chowder and found my street/alley thing. someone steal me the sign. i didnt take any pictures cuz i was too lazy to take my camera out. it was also really cold and rainy so i bought a sweatshirt that i enjoy.
anyways i came home and my head hurt like mad. i ate dinner and then watched Howard Dean on hardball. good gosh i love that man. he was talking about how we need to bring the election to issues that really matter instead of the ones that are the most controversial. instead of guns and gays how about education? omgosh i couldnt agree more. he was preaching about equality for all men and women in america and how that is what america should be based on. i couldnt be more happy with him. it was weird to hear the stuff coming from an actual potential candidate. he is talking about the new generation of people under 30 who are goin to be affected. and these stupid stuck up harvard law school conservatives who have never had a date in their friggen ENTIRE lives were trying to stump him. stump howard dean? ur not talkin to bush, kids. he smacked every single one of their questions right back in their faces and they just had to go off and wimper in the corner. if any of u are interested in what the new age of liberalism is and want to just try to open up your minds a little bit and educate yourself... Dean for America. Basically if u just have some time and wanna see what i believe in, read a little.
Anyways after that i headed to mary's to watch a little top gun. Checks time! Man hug! I like when them guys grease up for some volleyball action. I DO NOT like shadow tongues. it really isnt ok. but i enjoyed myself.
Ok seriousl(k)y, i DO love the 80s. me, mary, and david watched The Outsiders yesterday and it was so corny awesome. i loved it. then we watched i love the 80s for hours seriously. we think we are gonna make a i love the 90s so if u have anything u remember from the 90s comment with it cuz we are tryin to think of all the things we can. plus i just like to remember this junk. it makes me happy.
See. Substance.
I dont wanna go back to school. Please....dont make me.
I had one of my total mental breakdowns after new years thinkin about all that future crap. im a complete stress. like im a total mess right now when it comes to school and next term. thinkin about it i think i might just barf. not even joking. so i was talkin to my mom about how i dont wanna graduate and i really dont wanna leave home and i dunno...i think i might go to a JC first. i mean my grades are fine and i will most likely get into a 4 year i just dunno if im ready to leave home yet. maybe live at home awhile longer with some more independence and then transfer. plus, fuck the SATs. i dont even want a career in shit to do with verbal and math and a stupid multiple choice test in no way can asess my skills in what i wanna do with my life. politcal science and graphic design? yea...that makes sense. anyways i calmed down.
More substance. My head hurts. I hate second hand smoke.
I really want you to make me a dance. :)
Alright
None of u read that entire thing.
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chicklin @ 2004-01-03T00:07:00

2004-01-03T08:07:38Z

Thank you lenny.

I swear i will have a real update soon. I have a lot to talk about. I swear.

chicklin @ 2004-01-02T01:43:00

2004-01-02T09:43:24Z

My photoshop skills.
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This whole life is just overrated

2004-01-01T20:58:43Z

Wow.
To me it seems like awhile since i updated. I think i will go backwards in the days events cuz thats what i remember the most.
Happy New Year all. Let's see one word to describe my new year's celebrations: crap. I ended up goin to santy's house for his "party." it turned out that santy spent the entire night with a group of sophomore girls and leaving to undisclosed locations leaving me and david in the garage not knowing where they went. so, in the fashion that is annie and david, we entertrained ourselves. we went to jack and got some food after about an hour of ping pong in which i wailed on david's face. then we got katie and got some donuts and video games and i then proceeded to beat the crap outta david in super smash brothers. i owned him until he was that random little kid. o well. anyways then we got katie and her friend erica and headed to the hill. the best part of the night right there. that made new year's worth it. there were people having sex(not rough sex) in a jeep on top of the hill and it was funny.
I hugged people i didnt know at midnight before people i did. Whatever. Thats the way stuff goes. Thanks to david, katie, and erica for makin my new years better. I'm glad i spent it with good people. I missed my mary though :-(
Also, yesterday, i went with mary to the mall. no underwear cuz lines were ginormous. scary dress though however. dream jacket...pink! omgosh. I wore so much pink to santy's...
my wonderful jacket

pink ring

pink bracelet

pink shoe

pink eyes

any my tiffany's....good gosh i am such a girl. i <3 it.
So. Day before new years...what did i do? I saw Big Fish. Wow. such an amazing movie. I love it times a million and 12. see it. afterwards we went to in n out and i got free food cuz catherine is freakin awesome. no joke. we saw hella people there too. good times. then basically we went back to mary's and played Sorry because its becoming a random tradition. Mary won....stupid whore. also she has really freaky little xmas crap in her house.
no proof mary won.

that bear haunts my dreams...
Thats the last few days. Today i plan to play with mary and eat new year's day yummy food. plus no practice cuz of the rain (which i love by the way)
Hopefully, a new start.
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someone left this at my house.

I was just wondering if anyone would like to claim them cuz i would like to thank them.
So thanks.

I should make my own theme music

2003-12-31T01:14:48Z

Yea....i was the green.

Rocky is the best movie. IF you are with the right people.
I watched the Emperor's new groove today.
Emperor: There is a giant waterfall coming up?
Pancho: Yep
Emperor: With sharp rocks at the bottom?
Pancho: Yep
Emperor: Bring it on.

Thats right. Bring it on.
five by five

I wanna figure this out together

2003-12-30T08:53:40Z

I cannot do this.

I'm goin to barf.

This is beyond hard for me.

And I am beyond terrified of losing this.

Beyond terrified of saying goodbye to you.

PAIN
......I can't sleep.